useless..

im a useless person...
ya that truth ...
i cant do whatever i want...
i cant realize what i hope..
i cant do anything...
is fail.... totally

i dont want like that !!!!!...
is pain hearing again someone important for me  sick..
why .. why i need keep hearing this!!!...
i want all of us health and stay..

even that i want visit he also cant...
izit ... you hate me since last time?? ...
ya .. that time .. i was stupid enough.. not smart enough .. until like that..
i hate this feeling.....
HATE !


i promise you .. i will visit you .... but failed...

once i have own transport and time.. can i visit you.. take care you ...?
can?........