something crazy ?

at the first go in this college ,
from the first assignment,
until now it really have a big changed .

changed some of my mind (hmm i think so?)
changed more confidence
but i think my skill still very poor... especially design by using com ..
even that i still appreciate for chosen this college and this course
i learn many .. and i really love it

and yesterday i sleep at 5am .. wake up on 6am.. and only eat 6 piece bread for whole day @@
really never think before i will crazy with it...
always saw them do until 3 , 4 , 5 ( at the first some assignment )
in my mind .. " do them crazy ?? how can them sleep so few hours only because of assignment?! "
and today i am the most crazy in this time...
i not never try before for dint sleep at night...
just never try because of assignment or homework
every year famine 30 i dint sleep but it really tired when a bored moment ... even in concert , most of us are enjoying sleeping  time.. but sure we still crazy for some singer la


and hear teacher said many thing... and my friend also... them chit chat ...
but i dint have join... just hear it from far...
after heard i really some feel wanna cry..
we all sure have family problem.. just different with problem..
for me ..she really a nice girl.. she care about others .. anything she just hide for family ..
and i was jealousy with her relation between bro sis..
i dont know how come will our relation so far( i think) .. but mayb for others our relation is nice ? ..





and you .. i dont know how come you become like this .. or mayb as someone said you have your own reason ..
but pls dont play love can? i really hate it .. do you know you may cause someone fall on you , but if you just play .. it hurt others