3 days

just leave 3days ...
for this sem .. for exam ... for the report hand up!!...
let try to go over it !!... all thing will be right after that !!
that can enjoy mine sem break nicely .. even through just a week !!...

+U +U you can do it !!...Done it on time !!... concentrate with exam !!
Do The BEST !!!

UN-logic

It is my mobile number showing im married ???
enough for hearing this,...
it was not first time...
im the lucky person for you ... but im not the person you find...


..** something keep effect me...

fa xie

my friend suddenly inbox me..
said i look alike with someone... very alike
do you think so?

may be ya.. ? for me not really alike i think?

and... im too shy? may be?? guys do you think im shy? 

if let me comment i will say .. i just quite and crazy

may be what she mean shy when facing those i not very know de person??

today was a big presentation

all of us was wearing formal came school

good bad is depend... 3group was fighting same idea and concept 

my presentation good? im not sure .. 

we are most enjoying and that moment.. even everyone are nervousness

tommoro will be the second presentation... 

i like your idea .. but very dislike your attitude...

and another... just keep doing what he want to and like to...

then just ask us do the rest 

It fair?? ... 

Ok you can say it fair... but can you dont at there playing or chating or sleeping or watching video ???

how come i need to suffer for you all... even that actually not really...

but is you cause me mad ... if you all do it seriously... and need mine help .

ok i sure ready for help ... 

i know you also dislike me... you feel my work are not perfect for you 

so that you should early give me others work not at last min 

even last min do you think i can rush for you??? NO... i prefer rush history assignment than your

dont forget history assignment i also need done many, but you in your group no need done much 

that are the different . you have your time i dint have . 

how many days i dint sleep nicely for rushing both assignment... some more get sick at the day 

always never think others. just know to selfish

after a min sleep... cold down some...

and crazying walking without shoes..

i miss the day that are relaxing 

and i waiting sem break... and 2rd sem... that can touch furniture.. going factory furniture 

well !!!!... + U ... 

DO a professional interior designer !!

within 4 days

should start from Thursday..

we having such big argue about the arrangement time and place for both assignment
cause by subject different group ..have some different person
actually yesterday was decide to overnight at hostel to rush both assignment...and them are agree
but now...
ok you all win... the day i was very very bek cek and head pain for that
i quite .. fine you all decide...
but why at last turning saying we two are the problem and cause the problem ?
ok.. im nothing to say

finally decide go buy material.. for second assignment
and i no yet eat any lunch...
until 4pm+ we go mcd near by sentul to do assignment
yeah .. finally lunch...
do and do and do...
after back... actually i still need done my part... but.. the stomach really pain... until can fall down..
i slept early...


friday
wake up...  ... Oh suck !!... it was 6.30am ... OMG ....
going out to see... where is my sis... it she went out???
dont broter keep all my thing first much thing i need bring to...
somemore stomach still pain ... and lucky my sis is at room.. not went out
ok @@... outside was raining...
i need to under rain by th model and others...
haix.. i try to over the model by others... it look still ok
KTM was came!!!... run......... =.=
OMG ... AH!!... cupcake falling down.. and i was no hand to take it up...
thank to the aunty for helping me keep
well.... this is the biggest wrong... how...
i keep sms for those member.. only one was reply .. another two no yet wake up...
ok only redo is the way

i started head pain + stomach pain + fever... + wanna falling down...
@@ ooooo.... now i only realize when the day i was fever... because of the rain....
ok i blur... and blur .... and blur....
on the way going buy second times material... i was slept in car...
until reach the hostel...
yeah!!... heard mami sound....
atleast got something let me rely...
but too sad... she was not going to stay in hostel for the day..
and i wonder why @@... why yesterday need that argument today also all of them are doing same thing as what i planed =.=.... if yesterday ok ... then today will be better...
ok night we going jelatek pasar malam...
i buy char keow dui .. something " special ?' ya i think so

them call me to sleep upstair @@
omg.... i never try it....
actually i scared...
but~i was having a nice sleep and relax... at there
i guess never dare to fall so deep sleeping in others house
@@..
my friend was saying me, mine sleeping sound very very big ~.~...
no i only know this... hahahahah
im a pig..
but great is im better for now

next day... =.=
i planed to wake up around 7am...
the alarm was ringing... but i choose to ignore...
im sure those guy was not very serious to wake up early and continue work =.=
im wake up suddenly in 9.45am... well down stair he so bising =.=
anything i go out continue it....
HUNGRY !!!....
i wanna eat eat eat !!
but sawing many food there... dont know which can touch or what...
waiting them wake up =;=... until 12pm++....++++++++++  i think should be 1++++
finally wake up =.=....
ok then.... but i called others to prepare cup Maggie for me...
well them go dapao eat.... and i eat cup Maggie for mine breakfast??? or lunch ?? TT
still hungry actually =.=
and do and do and do....
@@.... until 11++pm  only eat dinner ..
never so late eat dinner... normally i eat early or no eat...
but really sososososo hungry !!...
call jok fried rice... hmm...><.... this is suffer??
and we was continue our work + preparing presentation until 5am @@...
ahahah @@... am us crazy~~~~ ... ya... i think so too....
i choosing back my sweet home~~~~
and so excited when seeing my mock up model~~~
even not like others that much beautiful and nice ~.~




actually i think hostel life not bad also... but our style will having some different with them
and i missed my cousin farewell party TT
** sorry for disappointed you... but today i dint do it...


time to slp? ... tommoro wanna go bo? @@

..

well...
actually very enjoying see Dato Eric Chong saying about 27 of richest youngest of the world..
but later on was.... em...

the turn of Mr Bryan Loo... i was suddenly @@... emo .. LOL
doesn't know the reason ..
sawing he go in and speak..
something look like someone .. @@..
ok.. im not concentrate at all truly...
seeing outside window .. thinking something

i fall a sleep ...

well .. as i know he was ex-Erican student,..
he start and tried to do it by 25 years old..by his father encourage
he decide to go taiwan for find "tea" business to bring in malaysia... but failed
after he found chatime for that... and the ceo and what .. fly to malaysia in 4hours (if im not wrong)
in 3 years he successful to open 100 outlet .. and he aim is 250 outlet in malaysia
going to change chatime into tin industry

@@... a pig also hear much ><... not bad
.. after that...
sawing boy and girl are CRAZY with take photo and his signature ...
well this time i was not joining like them...
he was rushing time to go..
why need like that??
he so like to act cool =.=... hmm
but he is a friendly person and kindly much

time to "wake up" .... this feel day just like dreaming all the time .. like not in real
well +u !!... 4-6 days to go !!
must done it very well !!
o ya.. @@... my mid-term material ... finally get known the mark..
actually had some disappointed.. not very very high mark.. but not very very low mark too..
just hearing my friend get 95 @@... omg ... how she did... ok i dint study...
+u !!!!!!

tired !!!!!

today really feel like not in mood...
the living room... really really suck...
one day rush all... its no design .. just rushing for assignment
really feel bad on it !!...
its not what i want...
im wonder how i do it by one day !
its have no any idea in mine brain..
some more whole night cant internet...even wanna research for the style also no chance
just a "cincai" work from me ...

and.. later on rush another assignment...
... i wonder the PIG ... how he so pig !...
@@... well ... maybe i need to clam down some ...

just yesterday .. my cousin was invited us to go his farewell party..
he leaving Malaysia to Ireland for further study..
its how nice...
im not dreaming as he....
cause i cant... i need think about my family..
im not like he rich...

i always will target or aim what i can do it..
and always the result in my target ...
but should it change? .. others always said ...
always target something is higher than what you can...
so that you can get more than what you can
it is correct? ..
im not sure.. i think i just follow my way to do the best..

mathematics VS design ?
who will win ?...
it a best question for me .. and further will seem it?
but im sure i started love it and crazy it for design..
trying the best to done it ..




i wanna have my best sleeping...
@@.. waiting Sept coming~~ TT... :)
+u !! + u!!! you can do it !!

excited !

Will you be excited when seeing your work in a show room?
Ans : Yes !!

its hard imaging my work will be in the show room.. its second times
but for sure i always just hide my excited emotion ><...
if i show that emotion, its quite weird and will let others feel im so lc..

but i really happy on it :)

?

today have not much mood to do the assignment...
i think we all are tired... big different today and yesterday...

yesterday... after them back... i was fall asleep
and should be wake up early .. then untill 9.30am only wake up...
then rush go there before 10am... but we two at there wait until 10.45am i think @@

ok... lucky i rush eating at car ... if not @@ no breakfast for us...
then all keep saying hungry.... but the "big person" no yet come ..xD
.. final we decide dapao first .. dont care he...
the tomyam fried rice really nice !!... but if more sour then better

eat yet... the he reach here..
and continue our work..
actually more to discuss..
more people more idea and concept.. just will become more annoy..
just my option ...
today result really not much ..

final decide ~~.. go eat dinner..
plan go for jusco.... then go wangsa maju...
then art shop closed.. just go for sushi /steamboat..
actually i more prefer steamboat...
but sure we are going festival city for Japanese food..
sakae sushi...

my money spent all @@...
even i use not that much money for today..
haha..... lol
still hutang someone...

well.. that all for today... im become sleepy already.....
and my living room not yet start draw TT.....
tuesday need hand up...
want delay it? @@ not really think so...
some how... need to done on time !!
+u....!

那件事.....
永远都不会解决?
...
对不起... 我也有我的错.....
你们...辛苦了....
如果当初..做到最绝...
现在你们就不用将辛苦了...
...就算..我没名誉...


** 谢谢你们..谢谢你..爸....

从前(smk bintulu)

看了那个video..
真的真的很想念这间学校...
虽然它不是很完美的学校...
在别人眼里..也许是个坏学校...
虽然..我在那也只读3个月罢了...
但它却是最深刻...
和最熟悉的朋友...
一起期待中学的日子..一起在班里玩闹..一起到处游荡...
活在一个大家庭里...
还记得..第一次到这间学校时..
是那么的陌生...
还在学校里玩“迷宫”..这学校太多建筑..太多班..有着很恨很多的学生...
上周会..早上班的都要分成2-3次... 还是上一个钟以上...
但～学校很为我们着想..不用晒太阳..还有得椅子舒服的坐～～
hmm....很想念那里的一切...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0rD7fhJhSVY

hmm...
rush the presentation board beside help someone do thing...
ok then .. late back ><
go out from room ~ saw someone at there chit chat ~~...
then 38 xia ><... with mrs vincent chit chat almost 1hour ba?
go lrt with them  ...
reach here @@... only realize it so late !....
think to call my jie come to fetch me... but... i forget her number ( hp no battery)
call my mom then...
well... wait jok mayb over half hour? ...
think to call again... but....no public phone here -.-
well find someone borrow hp

the guy ><...
funny
at the first he so scare by me.. scare talk with me... scare borrow his hp...
then terbalik asking me.. 'Do you scare me??" ..
hmm for sure ~.~ im not =/=
then he think to pick me back since he live near by my area
well... he still worry then ask me to call my family said it...
ok then.. follow...
he keep asking my mom .. you scare?? im dont know your girl o ... i can pick her back?
funny =.= lol... my mom ans keep saying yes

at car... now he mad me... lol ><
keep said cant like this~~~
and said also " if you are my daughter , i will mad her 99 ... "
funny ><...




well...  today borrow two book... ~.~ system of this school really had something problem...
a nice breakfast.. but bad lunch...
and really admire he.. got much idea and creative that i dint have ...
and @@... Do im good in presentation ? ... im not think so... but someone said it @@... weird
time to do the best !!!...

anything

i wonder how come a same age same level person can get their dream easily..
even can easily broke the thing ..
should not the thing must be protect nicely???
ok .....im  no comment for it


something feel i also the one started to changed ...
something is changed better and good..
but .. is it something changed bad?
i was worried about that..

many people will said it .. that is life... in life is a cycle for changing
its right.. but my wish is all people become better ..
not.. bad



the star .. only for lucky person to saw it?.. ya mayb..
im waiting the day... which have the chance to see it at hill...
will im  too greedy?
it planed last year.. but never done it...



thank God .. always remind me when i losing myself


ah !!!... happy hopefully confidence !!..
dont think much... !!

^^

@@~ eating what rice~~
chili?+ tomato? hahaha
anything~~ still a rice ^^

butterfly attractive^^...
believe it !
you are the one most effecting on your life ^^


so ~~~ +u ..
continue work~

??

why bloody smell and taste ??
hmm...

ah...full .....

let continue work ^^... +u !!

^.^

always do something in my experience :)
jungle tracking ~
even this time just a short distance and cant see through the sky from up ...
and the restaurant><...
funny ...

^^ three have same ideal and together will be the great


**sorry..about you did not know i going ... i really tot he told you =.= or you know he call me to go =.=




should start my work... begin 3 days to done it..

should start do it... :)
and solve the problem shortly

~.~ always play me on it right ... challenge on you !

..
i done everything badly...
how useless of me




+u !

tired on mentally but not physically...

活在当下

活在当下^^
而不是活在过去..或未来
的却..我一直以来都没活在当下...

清醒~~清醒...
最清醒那次...就是决定读这里吧?

加油:P

sometime "mami" thinking is same with daughter ... hmm most time ~.~ wahahahh
like and love this mami much :p ..

human logic mind?
cheap = impossible / lie / unbelievable / fake
ok then... continue your human logic mind

ni zhen de hen hao xiao....
yao dui wo sibeh leng cai gang yuan,.....
=.=

今天..
我真的有点情绪化吧?
还冲动说了一些话....

明明就不关我的事...?
只是别人叫了我...?
是吧?

冲动说了那句话..
他们俩个傻眼望对方...
ops..我知道说错话了..
还好他们无视了我......
从那时就开始头疼...

hahah..
头疼还看鬼戏...
鬼戏对我还好..
只是一时一时往旁边看...
心里想..我没说错吧?
hmm..算了..不该在乎那么多......

过后... 有时又觉得还好...
...有时又觉得....
@@@...到底在想什么...
头疼还要乱想...活该><....


现在很矛盾....

life

when only can enjoy my life
that.. travel .. play .. far from busy life ..
hmm... maybe after older?
still need so long time..

always search for those travel and food ..
but it work?
early morning get a great promote for 8D7N around shanghai..
but at last sure cant work it..

as we planed for end of secondary trip..
but ... it spoiled also ...
at that time i was really excited for it..
think can play and travel with friend.. and he..





**dream - house and travel...

problem?

something feel my body started turn into bad status....
hmm.. hope wont is a big trouble for me..



wanna sick jok ~.~ .. flow cold sweat
@@... weird .. today so spiritual even really dint slp