25/5

Is a good day? Is a bad day?
I not really know about it..

good day for meet a cute? funny guy?
hmm should call him what also i dont know@@
uncle? gor gor? teacher? dad? LOL
the time he appear all character ><
uncle for the first in my mind ... normally a person who teach car called it as uncle..
gor gor is......what he wanna hear... haha... but he really not that old as what i think
teacher is for he kindly to teach me ... even through that not his job.. he not mine real teacher..
well... ah lui is what he call me when teaching ><... hahah...
hmm... i more wishing that you is mine teacher .. that i not that worry for my skill... you are a nice teacher...
Thank for the drink.. even i forgot to take it back... and no drink yet ><...

bad day.....is what i tension.......
because it a last class for me...
i keep called myself to do the best before that...
but at last.... all spoiled...
i done it badly....
should be today settle the last part what im poor...
but now both 3 im not done nicely... it really bad compare 2 class before ....
but for now what i can do only is wait for 28/5...
i cant do anything more... im not allowed...

I can I can I can... dont tension ...
tommoro is only what i can rest up... Monday need school already...
pls... all the best....

24/5

today is a great day ?
even whole afternoon get a shock and getting crazy mood..
but at last do a big decision to go Erican..
i know my parent is not so supporting.. maybe myself also..
but hope all thing will be the best in final

turn night .. finally can meet them...
and i get back myself..
a boy, a crazy girl, a character of myself..
only you all i getting better..
We all keep chit chat.. all like a gang siao kia ...
well that is us :)

this few day all thing come together...
actually i not really can handle it nicely ..
but i really hope dont any wrong in the decision...

从前

好久没这样了....
就好像回到从前的我...
那白痴...疯癫 ~ ><

为了..不知道什么点@@
而在那儿拼命的笑...
笑到快断气了..还在笑 ><...
甚至笑到哭了... 却不为什么:)

累了..拼命地想办法让自己冷静...
回想过去是唯一的办法吧 ><
把自己弄得很冷...很冷静..很低潮
才停止得了><...




好想念从前的我..

幸福

看见你们的开心..幸福
真得好高兴><..
也不知道为什么><


na ni.. kuai dian zhao dao zi ji de xing fu ba :)
na wo jiu fang xin .. geng gao xing ><......

忘..

忘了..如何发泄..
忘了..如何舒缓情绪..
忘了..如何网聊...
忘了..自己...

人忙群中..个个逐步地消失..
也许我把门关上...也许他们真的离开了...

好不习惯...
但..是无法改变...
没办法..也没能力...

该如何是好...