one more day.. : (

sorry ..
sorry ..
sorry...
:)

终于找到了..
hmm
又是另一...
可证明的事物

没错吧........

25.10.2012

yesterday..
morning with them badminton
good for me
can stop my thinking~

and i also need to train my badminton
haix so lan==
sometime got the feel like kacao them only
because i really so noob in badminton
and like disturb their play times...


hmm
haha..rmb what you say

but we dint done :)



so tired after that
all pain out
today lazy wake up early also
just think to lying on bed~
lazy study also
two days no study
just two day of holiday~




suddenly someone open this topic
suddenly really no mood
yeah..
not so like others talk about it

suan la
jing ran let two siao gor see out
one jiu yi zhi ask why== and luan luan guess==
another one jiu..dint say anything
until back liao just ask me....==

sui ran dislike this topic..
but always think about==
 and jing ran dare enough go ask you
you dint comment it and dint reply also
but i know it is impossible
and
you mayb will ask others  ..XX pun........
:)



just
sure i wish can be
the last chance for me with you??
last memori with you


The day....
wanna reach ........
three more days?
:)..you had forget?


and his birthday also wanna reach..
i dont know what can we do..
i ask zh..
but i forget he wanna go jepun travel in that time
so? who can get the ans?
maybe just ..
a pay for he
HAPPY BIRTHDAY :)
all will be the best :)
and we gonna try our best to get a best result
as a gift to you?
sure you will know it
Happy Birthday to you~ :)
smile always !

我 :(

我观察力很好??
我对..那些的猜测很强??
????

可是我一点都不高兴
我不喜欢
不想要

如果样样那种事 ...
我都猜对了..
那表示我将许要面对我的猜测..........

多可笑..
自己把不想面对的猜测给猜对了?????
我不要 !!!

我宁愿它是个错的猜测...
首次的错误预测....
那我会比较高兴...
是个美丽的错误...







但如果是事实..
我也无法改变什么...
只能默默地观察..
会祝福吧..
:)







对我而言
主角就是主角..
我知道 ...许多人都不会同意我所说
但我就是我..
那是我的想法..
而那些狗屁通的话....
不是我不要听
而是我听多了...
那曾经说得最多地是我

很多人说..
到了一个时候
我会改变我的想法
或因某些原因而改变
但依我的个性
我那固执
是根本不会发生



那些只是对一般人来说..
却不是我
：D

the day (20.10.12)

someone asking me...
" how yesterday graduation day , happy? "

so familiar? o.O
remember ..last time
have a person always ask something like that de question
to?
ensure me is happy or not .?.. (the person say )
#.#

yesterday?
ok gua?

i seen like so happy leh~
sure if you know something psychology
you will more easy know it

im always in " 自我保护 “ time..
why?
i dont know also..
since when i become like that..
more serius after....


yesterday not really a good day....
good for some .. bad for more...
because of yesterday i hurt one more person..

sorry gor...
but what i say is real..
when you know more thing..is not a good thing for you...
same like last day what we talk about it
that why i dint tell you...

always always always  ..

Future !!

today !!!

have a best news for me ~

yeah !! love it much ~

i have a chance to went NEW ZealAND ????

how great it is??

can go for work ~ play~

and so on

+ learn something from there

i think at there half year above

my English will improve much??

since last time i have a idea to

" 玩游世界“

if can with you sure is nice

but now  ......

nvm  ......

:)..

atleast we have went to climb ~

at what gunung liao ah?...

forget ~~...

much like climb

love nature ~

if i really can go it ~

then i will touch much thing of nature~

work about nature also～

How nice it is ~~

 ^ ^

if really go for it

i really need start plan my future life

that is after spm life..

kolej or universiti

or?? no other choice

Tommoro is graduation..for us 

end of Form 5 life

5year..

in this 5year..i saw many type of people

and enjoy the life with how much of friend..

This graduation...for me still ok...

because we still can see each other..

maybe not easy..but not so hard

even i not sure tommoro or when masjil restu...

...how was me...cry? will be?

Most hurt and sadly is the end of my form 3 life..

how the feel to end up all lovely friend..

hard to say..

But it really miss...it

and not going to grow up..

how long the life i need lonely..

and how long the time we cant meet..

how long the time cant see..

me

will 

stay 

it 

:)

aiya!....dont say those...

let go?? searching the place~ half year on !!
will you go..xD kaka   

晴后雨天

天气晴后雨天....
心情也是晴后雨天..
老天的时间还真拿捏地刚刚好...
 好利害哦..


先晴后雨
那晴是什么? 雨又是什么呢..?

好像应该制造一些情景..
先是雨滴..后是晴天 ， 还加上美丽的彩虹...
但不久下起大雨来...


先是为我的猜测而感到开心..
次是为了..算是聊天吧..
还是说..某人被人挖出了许多秘密来..xD
好难好难得的 ..
纯真..纯洁..美妙..坚持..的感情 :P
5年 至 6年...
不容易噢...不容易啊
稀见吧 ..
双方都是那种坚信的人..
而且还是处在于..待认可的感情
而不是已承认的爱情...



试看..
现今的世界
两人在一起...的时段..
长之几年
短之几个月...
有些甚至几个星期...

我们是否应感到内疚..及感概...
是感情出现问题吗?
还是人出现了问题?



有些人呢..
特意让某人思考..
思考所有的可能性...
让他兜了一大圈...
才让他回到原点..
没问题 !!

是的 !!
决对没问题..
有着双方的坚信...
相信他们能达到他们所想要的目标 !!

坚信是如此的重要 !!




那雨呢 ?
可笑吧 ...
还记得我所说的猜测么 ??
原来我的猜测是错的....
ha ha.......

我知到我无法控制..

现在我能做的..都已尽力完成...
想尽办法...
此刻也得知..
所有的努力 ..全都白费 !!
眼睁睁看着你..跌进井里....

我还是有着那疑问...?
为什么 ?

heart pain again====....
and...ahhh...
no way... ah..i want sleep nicely de leh...TT

东西..

今天
在 store room 找东西..
找了好久..
很多灰尘..= =

但蛮好的..xP
找出很多东西= =
它们在那里睡了一年多..
也差不多生锈了..

那盒里...
像似有着我们一家的回忆..
大姐最多..还有二哥
而爸妈..的还好..
= = 最少是我= =  跟大哥....
haix==...

大姐的东西都是朋友送的...
多好..
而那 sampat 二哥..
全都是花钱买的..
也许里头有我曾经的小钱... @@
><....
没办法..当年的他不是现在的他..
幸好他改多..成长...
现在可是我家中的好男人.. xD

里面也有很多相片..
他们小时候的阿..中学的阿..
还有家里照..跟出去玩的..
我跟我妈就在那里玩猜猜.... # #
猜哪一个是大姐哪一个是二哥..
大哥就喂少..
我呢只有一张幼儿园毕业照..
haix........





好想好想收集回忆...
但很难吧....
在我身上好难好难...
总有一天..
我要让你留下一些...一个
能回忆的东西....

today? 14.10.12

again hang out with friend ~
although not for fun or play or what
just only for seminar~
but.. we more like going for play xD
kaka


firstly is so many people..
after lunch..
kurang many people...
ben lai us also wanna ponteng...
but final also back there..xP
just for chat?


when back..
at ktm see " tom & jerry "
lol...like kid..xP
nothing do ma~








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have others?

maybe good la..

ya ..sure good..

:)

see you so penting kan..

cant leave it

even memang already near

sure no wrong right :)

just dont know the others xD

good luck :)

今天怪怪的..
><
hm..

life..

刚才
莫名其妙睡着了..
也不知如何睡着..
太累吧?
还是痛到睡了??



梦..
不曾停止
只是处在不同的梦
但共同点是一致的..


有人说...
这样的梦不是很好吗..?
至少你可以梦见你想要的..

但..
我却不是这样认为
人始终还是活在现实..
而不是梦


当你从梦而苏醒时
发觉与现实很大的差距..
那是很可笑..可悲..
很痛..

:) ..

body.......

this year...
what happen what happen what happen????
start is heart pain..??
then jiu suddenly sick 99..
vormit and vormit= =
then sick again???
then now...
like wei tong but macam bukan..
but 96 pain....my perut ==

izit something wrong my body??
or..what?
the heart pain really is some week some month jok==
my heart lemah jok??
even do something or walk only ..
also fast heartbeat...
and hard in breathing....
= =


*^*..

my title..

three days jok==
repeat and repeat..
ha..ha...ah..qiu
people always say "ha qiu" mean ..
got someone miss you..
but..ying gai impossible ?
someone..wont miss me de la..:)
or because of i too miss someone..
haha...kidding..^^
i think i wanna fall in sick jok...
since..back there..
jiu start..= =

this year sick really much...?
im so easy sick??
maybe..haha..
how le..

haix..
all thing ..just only can write/say at here..
my friend..haha..
love friend also less contact..
here friend..some..i really dont want them worry..
them will be hurt what i say..
nvm..
i will walk myself in this life
i know i scare..scare to face all thing..
i just escape..
i know escape not a great idea..
but i cant walk forward even one step..
maybe i too rely..
i need a person to guide me ..
but not everyone can do the person..
haha..

and..
at here i say sorry to you..
i know you tried..that day..
just because of mine stubborn that time
so final you also ..give up..
that time..i really scare..i stubborn and my emosi not stable also..
i really feel sorry..
maybe..for you ?for me?for us..i dont know
im not sure you will hear or not?..
but just say out..:)
will you try one more times?

靠自己？

是啊
你说东西靠自己是最好的...

今天..
算符合你说法
全都靠着我自己..
是好事？？
但真得好累..

有人问起我..
未来嫂嫂??
我蛮看他们..
会的啦。。
我直觉总是那么准..
^ ^
hmm..
说到爱情
haha...
我的回答总会..吓坏他们吧..
:)
但那是我的回答..

=D

Is the time to start ..!
should start before..
but because of lazy..
nvm i still have expired time..1month !
can i do it?

yeah ..
now is the last time to start it
and focus on You..
long time lost You..
forget in some times
sorry about..
thank You for remind me..
I wont retake this big mistake again
yeah..
only have You the life just be smooth and the best..

maybe that is one of retaliation for me..
nevermind.. :)